what to say at all. I'm looking at the forum for like an hour now, I had a lot of things in mind to organize, rethink and share, but right after my latest try-this-now-maybe-it-helps inconclusive tests I just don't know anything generally, don't even know if I could help with my results, some brain storming, tests, researches, etc. Just feeling like these don't make much sense in the end of the day. So this is kind of a disappointment and past hope message, which again makes no sense and don't even know why I do this. Maybe somewhere it helps something, or something.
Probably I'm not even in the "worst shape" regarding the issues people have, but it is still a so to say interesting thought that I'm not able to use anything with a display designed/released after somewhere like 2017 - I have the focus related issue, not the temporal dithering one, provided we define these as the two main factors.
While the temporal dithering is (AFAIK) a method meant to pop 8bit color out of a 6bit panel generally (please correct/complete me), the focus related "distortion" is something which is not a must, because everything works without it just like before on older display HW - like my old basic TN panels. What then I can imagine, the purpose of this effect is some sort of enhancement in regard of attraction, or even addiction. The more shiny, the better chance to get bought. There was someone here mentioned exactly the same sensation I also had while testing around, with the word "excitement", which is very accurately representing the "type of stimulation" what also occurred many times at me. It also explains the word addiction I used, that this is not only affecting a fragment of people, but actually no one really knows anything about it, not even the highest tier support, or not even developers, who are also not included anymore in the layer of the ominous "insiders". This may sound conspiracy-theoretical to myself either, unless the sensing of the excitement comes in my mind.
Well, no matter, I just feel very sad about these circumstances and about thinking as how many people out there could more or less suffer; not even recognizing their issues, not that identifying where it is coming from. Well, we are also only a few steps further one could say.
I met the love of my life some time ago and as it seems, she is the only positive thing remained for me in this world. Maybe I should just dump digital life including job and do something else unaffected. Still, at least HP business HW is usable for me at work, but who knows for how long...
I don't know what else to do or say really, except for thanking for all your efforts.
Thank you for your time reading this.