Infinite Irrational fear of seizures(?) - There are moments where my brain feels like a mush, the feeling intensifies and I feel like I'm about to get a seizure. This happens frequently when former symptoms are present. I could describe this feeling by immense amount of pressure in my head that I can't stop? Perhaps it's blood rushing to my brain? I really don't want to make irrational diagnosis here. I have no idea.
So obviously I am not you, and my situation may be different, but I have been seen by countless neurologists, ophthalmologists, and nuero-ophthalmologists in various specialty centers across 7 different states at this point, and one thing I have heard from every single one is that while our condition is painful, and real, it does not present any physical or neurological risk or stroke, seizure, or anything else. It's just discomfort. So take that for what it is worth.