Dominic 14 pd at near
How was it measured? Did you notice any change from week to week? In my case, a week later the value had halved. I wonder how a doctor can prescribe glasses in this situation…I am sure you know where I am heading.
Dominic I just can feel my tired eye muscles everytime I finish looking at near screen
Is it totally unbearable? I am thinking in terms of the surgery. Clearly your decision, but I would go for the last resort only if I could not read anything at all. At times I feel like crying and recently I have become less productive, but I am hanging in there. Sometimes I also notice improvements that I cannot explain, as I cannot explain why all of a sudden a usable device hurts.
Dominic You got the most of your VT
I have seen three VT specialists so far and I just realized that my condition is a puzzle (maybe I should call it a mess). The specialists give me some directions but it is up to me to put the pieces together. I am still trying to clarify if there was a real change of my condition from exophoria to esophoria - currently it seems so, and the reasoning might be excessive exercising.
Sometimes I need to reject input from the specialist that makes little sense. For instance, very recently I have been wondering why I am still given a lot of exercises that are typically prescribed for exophoria when I am affected by convergence excess. I believe that the specialists think that my problem with electronic devices is that I can converge but I cannot hold the convergence. I can do those exercises very easily, though. In fact I am always able to do the next-next level exercises with respect to what they prescribe. But now I clearly have pain afterwards. So these days I have been using the same stereograms but I am focusing on a point meters away instead of in-between the sheet and my nose. That is way more challenging. My "next-level stereograms" (I have made some myself) contain tiny letters, and reading the letters neatly while diverging looked impossible at the start. 1-2 days later I have already made good progress - I start believing that the goal is reachable. I am also doing more loose prisms exercises with the base in instead of out. This relaxes my eyes and diminish my symptoms. I just discovered it a few days ago after "studying" my primastic lenses and consulting with @Lauda89.
Maybe I am just trying to be over-positive, but I like the feeling of hope, that I can work hard at something that I have not yet explored, and "dream" of improving my condition. I bought four pairs of glasses in the last 3 years and I never used them for longer than 2-3 days. A complete disaster. Besides, I watched this video. The specialist compares prisms to crutches. If you can, you should try to walk without or you won't get better.
I have been long-winded, but perhaps you are willing to reconsider your statement that you already got most out of your VT. Cheers.